The Circle of Life: Turning Back Time

Time travel is impossible in a world that is preoccupied with the present and future living. What life may appear in ten or fifteen years or beyond? What plan will I execute today that will change the compass of life? Clueless of what's going on enables one to reminisce and daydream forward. Going back or beyond the present time gives a glimpse of a meaningful journey of existence. When life's ups and downs knock you out, it is not a punitive reaction but to awaken from a deep slumber of an impossible dream or maybe a worst nightmare. Reflecting on the past and future is a powerful tool for personal growth and understanding.

A 'big bang' once changed my life like a poke in the head. That was intense and painful beyond the physical level- a different spiritual awakening ever! I couldn't resist, but to follow the inner compass -- a trusted barometer of life's goal and a future self. As I was saved from the fiery place, it was a significant redirection, like an instant decision without a doubt. The 'big bang' that saved me, no matter how painful it has been, may also be the 'big bang' that will help transform others in their own ways; inspiring them to make wise decisions without guilt and take bold actions that are mighty. No matter what life hits us, it always depends on how we react and accept that we are vulnerable to untoward decisions resulting from faulty thoughts.

Going back in time, one realizes one's potential and lives his most extraordinary life because of the right choices and no blockages. As smooth as it flows, life has moved as fast and furious as there's no way of turning back. It was the best way of reaching ahead as fast as possible -- no distractions and defying limitations. Reaching the peak has some valleys that are tricky to navigate. Lost along the way may be challenging, but regaining oneself gave a hard lesson not really to follow a 'fast but sure' policy, but one's own pace of living.

Back in the days when life seemed rough, it gave me the courage to become braver and live in the present time. This is the moment in time that is more realistic, providing less stress than dwelling on the past and a future dream that is overwhelming. As I turn back time, it creates either wonderful or sorrowful memories that may be carried over merit to the present and the future. The past may be ignored. However, it could be the key to understanding the present reality. Having been somewhere doesn't mean the end of further exploration of what more it has to offer. One has to come back numerous times and enjoy a different perspective of living, learning from each experience.

The circle of life is a fantastic journey of giving in and giving up. Giving in to right thinking and decisions and giving up to unwanted thoughts and impulsive actions. By returning time, I recall the good and the bad days where I learned and persevered. Keeping the challenge helps to correct and improve the knots; when untangled, it becomes a linear direction one has to go through. Reliving memories creates a nostalgic experience; in those times, we learn to grow and become better than ever. The circle of life is terrific, and the experience of turning back time is meaningful and blissful not only in the present but for a lifetime.

© 2017 Del Cusay

Heart's Desire: Living A Humanitarian Life

This day marks the beginning of a new journey to life, the start of a soulful experience of a higher self beyond the physical realm of existence. This day also marks the re-discovery of the true self beyond ego and lower emotions. When the lost soul wanders, it will find its place to regain its self and follow the guiding light, a journey that holds the transformative power of self-discovery.

Although the lost chapters may be out of sight, those darkest moments find a way to escape, leading to a brighter and more fulfilling journey. Through deeper self-reflection, one has to find the right path and live with one's soul purpose—the so-called dharma, which is the inherent nature of an individual, the duty or righteous path one must follow in life.

The darkest moments in life are the unheard hopes and aspirations, the endless sufferings, and the blockages to living a better life. Being redirected down a long tunnel is to experience the reality of the negative side of the physical world—to experience not just the good but also the unfavorable things beyond personal control. 

To be human is to experience suffering. Learn from it and continue to seek the answer; find the truth and be the guiding light to those who wander. When you've been there, it will be easy to relate to the suffering one is dealing with, and you will become a master of your life—your thoughts and emotions.

Those years when I started to discover another dimension of life were a great spiritual experience and a time of personal transformation. It wasn't easy at the beginning. You have to undergo self-restraint and a sense of control over thoughts and emotions. It was only then that lower emotions were defeated through the enlightenment of the nature of man's suffering—endless suffering.

The initiation into the path brought significant change not only to self but also to the greater world. Being called to serve humanity and the world revealed the spiritual powers vested in me, and it became a way of life, a source of profound fulfillment and inspiration.  

Understanding the nature of humanity requires certain values one must learn to live. It was then that I learned to unleash the innate love and compassion that is the core of our being. I couldn't have given it to people without a deeper understanding and love of myself. I have loved myself and given it away, fostering a deep sense of empathy and connection with others.

Truly, humanitarian service is the most significant expression of love and compassion. To regain me is to continue the lost journey. It will be challenging, but it will be rewarding.

 Following Our Heart's Desire serves as a guide to living one's purpose. For me, service to humanity through education and personal development is the path—the sole purpose to live and master not only today but for a lifetime.

© 2017 Del Cusay

Evolution of The Mind: Path Towards Right Consciousness

I was in my mid-20s when I decided to follow a different path of human consciousness. It's not an ordinary life where freedom is absolute, but it's a life full of challenges and sacrifices. At first, it was not easy until I discovered my capabilities and unique qualities that are beyond the limits. 

I struggled, endured the pain, and persevered through the uncertainties that came my way. During those times, I pondered the meaning of my existence and my role in service to humanity and the world.

I am blessed with being born into a loving and supportive family. My parents raised us well and were able to send us to a good school to get the proper education that eventually gave us a comfortable life. My parents valued their children's education more than what they have accomplished. For them, education is an opportunity to succeed in life; although it may not be a guarantee, they still push us to get the education we want. 

I graduated with a bachelor's degree in nursing and became a registered nurse. Back then, my family fully supported me for what I would become -- to live my life as a nurse. I would have become a bedside nurse abroad and lived more comfortably like other Filipino nurses enjoying the greener pasture. But those were just a missed opportunity and a fantasy in my vivid imagination. I did not become a nurse, and I remain in my country. It was a failure since the goal was not met, and it diverted my attention to other things that could satisfy my senses and provoke my creative imagination. I started to think and ask questions about the future. What do I want? What will I become?  I needed a rescue out of the blue. Clueless about the future, I couldn't think but act like a happy-go-lucky; no destination ... nothing to see. It was dark, and I needed a guiding light.

The mid-20s is when I started to rewire my inner dialogue. Connecting the missing link helped me to regain my life for the greater opportunity. That was the time I entered an ashram. A school of initiation for higher consciousness. I developed some intelligence not attained by ordinary people who were not devoted to the spiritual journey. In the ashram, I learned to become a trainer and a public speaker. I decided to improve my intrapersonal and interpersonal skills, which led to a magical journey -- I couldn't believe the things that I could do. I envision being the best version of myself, upgrading my skills, and learning to decipher reality from obsolete beliefs. The learning was truly indispensable, and it made me who I am today- renewed and transformed. 

To evolve in consciousness is to change self-limiting beliefs and habits that don't give meaning to higher existence -- universal service through spirituality. I meditated, chanted, and used a special mantra to achieve a sense of contentment and bliss. It changed my personality, and I reached a certain level of maturity through service. Then, I learned to appreciate the tagline "Live Your Greatest Life." Living a good life was just enough, but living one's life to the fullest was more meaningful and substantial- a spiritual bliss. Then, going beyond esoteric practice is "Serving Humanity and The World." It was the ultimate realization and fulfillment of my goals. I discovered to unleash my hidden potential and increase my self-worth. I became firm with my philosophies and elevated my personality to connect with stronger souls. If I didn't, then I wouldn't survive from the start. My inner compass would have directed me towards the path. 

I traveled and lived in India for over a year and contacted different groups. I became one with the people. I dressed up and started to sound like them, too. I met various groups, from elite families and well-known personalities down to the grassroots level of society. The experience gave me serenity and a sense of purpose. I gained wisdom from Eastern philosophies with an integration of Western practicality, contributing to my confidence in exoteric teachings. In India, I taught different subjects that are primarily of spiritual origin. It was very fulfilling and memorable. My greatest achievement would have been the construction of the "Third Eye," which is spiritually guided. It was then I felt the Divine guidance that intervened in my being. 

Feeling empowered, I embarked on a journey of service to humanity, doing extraordinary things. My path may not have been conventional, but the enlightenment I gained provided a profound perspective on the kind of life one should lead. Service to humanity, I realized, is the accurate measure of our existence. It's about improving lives and helping people discover a brighter meaning for their 'dharma' or soul purpose. This realization filled me with a deep sense of purpose and fulfillment, inspiring me to continue. 

It was in India that I became a master of my own thinking. I challenge myself based on my choices and persuade others that what they believe is not aligned with the universal truth revealed in the ashram.

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How could I thrive after years of service when I started to bring back my old self? I strive to become better, yet couldn't see the light. I challenged myself even more, and then I realized that service to humanity is everywhere, in the community where we live or in a place where lives have brought us. Wherever we go is the place to leave a legacy. Maybe unknown to many, but popular to those whom we have touched lives. Our own 'dharma' is the legacy that is inherent to us. We may be wrong with our choices sometimes, but we can always choose to regain ourselves, become wiser, and live a better life. We have been ridiculed, but our principles could help us to hit our target. Sometimes we no longer tune in to lower vibrations, yet we strive to live an extraordinary life like the old days -- deeper soul connection. 

As everything around me continues to change, I find myself still evolving, still uncertain about the future. But with the integration of Divine energies and the continuous development of my being, I am filled with a sense of purpose and eagerness for personal growth. I am certain that with this evolution, nothing can be greater than our renewed selves. We continue to develop, keeping the spark alive to illuminate others and inspire them on their own journeys of self-discovery. 

Our evolution is a lifelong journey, and there will come a time when we need to look back and assess our old selves. In those moments of self-reflection, we can confidently say, 'I did my best, and now the path I am on is the path towards the right consciousness. It's not about belonging to a select group, but about embracing a universal consciousness that everyone deserves.' This realization should inspire us to continue our journey of self-discovery and growth, always striving to be the best version of ourselves. 

©  Del Cusay